Thursday, December 23, 2010

New Work

Been extremely busy this holiday season buying gifts and working on schoolwork/finals. With grades finally in, presents all bought, and things simmering down in the days before X-mas, I decided to start a new work. The result? Unnamed for Two Pianos.

My idea behind the work was to create a sort of polytonal texture (not really polytonal though) utilizing modality and serial technique. I kind of like the way it worked. Going to have a friend of mine check the piano part to see if it's doable. Really enjoyed working on it!

Unnamed - Young Composers

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Feeling REALLY good!!!

Went to see if my grades were posted on IRIS. To my surprise, they were there, here is a rundown:

Intermediate Algebra: A
Understanding Music: A
Composition II:          A
Western Civilization:   A

Cumulative GPA: 4.0 - a perfect 4.0!!!
Current Academic Standing: President's List!!!

I am so proud of myself. This means I will have to work to maintain this GPA throughout the Spring Semester and during Summer Semester (unless I decide to take a break off to prepare me for my move to a University!!)

Saturday, December 18, 2010

End of Semester

Thursday was my last final and signified the end of Fall Semester. I learned a lot this past semester. Acquired a wonderful friend, who is an amazing teacher and composer herself, and have taken the next steps in moving forward in my life towards a goal that now is more attainable then ever. It's amazing, at times, to think how much things change in life. That someone can go through so much over a short period of time is just simply astounding. This semester ended on a very good note. In my World Civilization and Intermediate Algebra courses I got an A. I do not yet know what I received in Understanding Music and Composition 121. I'm fairly certain in U.M. I got an A. I can only hope, however, I got an A in Comp 121! That would make another semester with a perfect 4.0 GPA!! Thanks!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Ideas from Practicing!!!

I was practicing piano this evening while waiting for Mark to get done with his Photography class and came up with AMAZING ideas for a new work. I knew I should have brought the manuscript paper today, BUT NO... I completely left it at home. Thank GOD for my miniature staff paper notebook. I LOVE YOU!!

Arrangement

So, I worked on an arrangement of a Bach Invention today. I actually really enjoyed it - despite it being Bach! The semester is nearly over, only 2 weeks left. I'm hoping and praying that I maintain my 4.0!!! If not, 3.8 will suffice. I'll be a little disappointed BUT I think I'll survive.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Lots of Homework and an arrangement

I have a multitude of homework to get caught up on before tomorrow's long day at school! I'm working on my essay for Understanding Music, preparing for an exam in Algebra, AND I have World Civ reading to do! On top of all that, somehow I still have to begin my arrangement of a Bach Invention - needless to say, since that is only an exercise piece, it's not the top of my list!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Wonderful Thanksgiving!!

So, I had a great Thanksgiving today. Lot's of new family around! It makes me realize how happy I am now and how far I've come in the last 12 years of my adult life. Woke up this morning to a wonderful person laying next to me in bed so peacefully. Then walked to get my first cup of coffee of the day, and saw a wonderful family that I'm now a part of. Ate a wonderful meal then went to see Burlesque! Wonderful movie. Once I got home, I played Santa Claus to my nieces and nephews. This is a good life - and it's only going to get better! Happy Thanksgiving to all!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Thanksgiving

Well, I've survived the night before Thanksgiving, somewhat. My mind keeps going to my father and hoping that he's in a good place. I miss him a lot. I can't wait till Friday, when I go see my stepmother (his widow). Then I'll be with family - always a good thing.

Orchestral Work.

Someone on my forum yesterday, commented rather harshly on a work of mine stating that it was rhythmically inflexible. So in response to him, I am working on an orchestral work with the goal of presenting one chord that slowly evolves and changes every 8 bars to eventually come back at the very end. To accentuate and provide interest to the piece: I use alteration in rhythm within the percussion (triangle, timpani, glockenspiel, and slapstick). The rhythm of the sustained chord I also alter slowly every 8 bars presenting new rhythms AND accentuating the chord with a motif that changes as it goes from instrument to instrument (first winds, then violins and clarinet, then horns/viola/violoncello... etc.) So far its a very interesting piece.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Thanksgiving.... already!?

I just realized that this week is Thanksgiving! I can't believe it. This year has literally flown by. I want to give a list of the things I'm thankful for this year:


  1. My health
  2. My family
  3. My music
  4. My friends
  5. That I'm back in school
  6. That the world is still here
I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving week! Eat lots of food and enjoy the season.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Finalizing Persuasive Essay and Presentation

Working today on my persuasive essay and presentation on UFO's for my English Class. My presentation is Tuesday! I'm hoping to get my paper completely finished so that way, I will be completely finished with class and just have to attend the next three days! I can not believe the semester is almost over - it has been an amazingly fast semester. I love all my teachers and hope to stay in contact with a few of them! Now, to work on that project!!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Just a few thoughts.

Today started off like any other for me. Good class this morning. As it progressed though, I began to think back on the events of the past year: loss of my father, going back to school, and yearning for finding my mother who has been missing for almost a decade now. I realized how much I have been through the past eleven months and how much I've been through over the past 30 years. I also look at where I'm at now and think: will I ever get somewhere with my life? Is all I have to deal with ever going to end? I know now, as opposed to ten years ago, that I really do hold my own life in my hands. These two hands that have experienced a lot of the bad the world has to offer. These events have greatly impacted me over the years - they've made me stronger and now, finally, more motivated and determined than I ever have been. I know somewhere Dad is looking down on me, and I want him to know - honestly, that I am doing all I can in my life to make him proud and show him the son that he never got to see. I hope that Mother is somewhere safe and I pray that she thinks of me as I think of her. I love you both, and I know that regardless of what went on between the two of you - that you both loved me and my brother more than we will ever know. As the holiday's are upon me now, I plan on spending them with my family. My nephew, Jacob, is in my life now. My stepmother is in my life now. My Uncle, who is battling so much with his illnesses, is still in my life. And my new family member, Mark, is in my life as well. I am grateful for all of them - I don't think they will ever realize how much. Thank you all for making this year better for me. I love you all and Happy Thanksgiving!

Long Week

It's been a long week this week and next week, with Thanksgiving, looks like its going to be a lot longer. Didn't get much composition done this week. I added a tentative ending to the piano quartet but I'm now wondering if perhaps I should add a 4th movement - choices, choices, choices. Have a presentation to make for Comp 121 either today or Monday. I think I'm going to shoot for Monday, so that I can polish my paper up and strengthen my outline for the topic. I wonder if I can find someone to come in dressed like an Alien?

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Work and Published!!!

Two things for today:

1. I'm aiming to get a substantial dent in this final movement of my Piano Quartet and am going to go back and work on the final draft of the first and second movements (considerably beef up the piano part, work out the string parts, etc.) The third movement so far is turning out really good - I'm very happy with what I have so far!

2, I have a poem published online now!!! Here is the link: Thanksgiving Poem! Also, you can view my contributor page here: Jason A Woodruff !!!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Exercise Time!

I've been making sketches for the finale of my Piano Quartet - and going back to revise the first two movements. As a side project, I am going to be arranging several of the Bach Two Part Inventions for Piano to String Quartet. I have a few ideas in relation to some of them. It will be a good exercise, I think. I might also write a series of Two Part Inventions myself - just to strengthen my contrapuntal ability some. Always room to improve.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Viola getting fixed!!!

Taking my viola to Nina's today to get the bridge fixed on it. I've started working on a tentative schedule for me. It's always good to organize one's time - especially when your pulled in multiple directions. I'm going to shoot for at least an hour of practice each day! I need to start organizing it as well so I have at least an hour a day of composition time. Sometimes, I get so busy with schoolwork that I don't do anything else.. and then on Wednesdays, I'll sit and play around all day till Ghost Hunters comes on.... procrastination is my worst enemy! In other news today, I still have an A in Algebra!!! Got my grade today, it's at 94%! I was so worried, especially after that last exam.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Smoking Cessation Day 1

I have decided to try again to quit smoking! To help in this regard, I will post my progress here in my blog. To help me quit, I have generic Nicorette purchased from Wal-Mart. I chose the 4 mg gum since I smoke more than a pack a day. So, far - in the first two hours, I've had a slight craving for a cigarette. Not sure if this is working, or if it will work, but I will try it.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Blah Day

Kind of been in a blah mood all day long. Had a good class this morning - which should've helped but it didn't. Going to work on my Piano Quartet this weekend. I showed the piano parts to a pianist friend of mine - he sight read them all easily, which gave me some relief over them! Going to pour over the string parts with a friend of mine on Sunday - just to cover the base with those. I might change of the few of the entrances in the fugue for the opener, not sure yet - will decide when we discuss it Sunday. Other than that, I got my paper done - and am thinking on how I will do the Powerpoint Presentation for it. Lots of ideas!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Lots of Homework and revisions need to be made

I showed my Piano Quartet to my wonderful teacher - as I expected she gave a much more thorough review than anyone else was able to give. So, this weekend - I have a lot of work to do! I have first to do my homework (including possibly going to see a concert for my last essay in class.) Then once all that is done, I get to go through and revision the first and second movements of my quartet. I think I'm going to view a few works in the genre on IMSLP to get a sense of typical writing for the ensemble - just to better educate myself a bit. Also, I am proud to announce that -barring it costing out of my budget- I am going to take my viola to get it fixed! I can't wait, I need to start practicing a lot! That would definitely give me something to do while I'm waiting for Mark to get out of his photography class on Thursdays. Other than that, it's been a wonderful day!

Final Movement

I started the third and final movement of my piano quartet yesterday evening. Tonight, I'm not going to work on it so I can let the ideas seep and gestate further in my head. I have to practice two pieces on the piano to record for a promised prize to the two composers of the works. I sponsored a beginner piano composition competition - the goal was to get some new pieces of beginner difficulty level for the piano. Since I was taking piano courses, I figured it'd be a nice way to practice as well as promote the work of other emerging/young composers. Once I have them polished up, I plan to post them on Youtube, Facebook, the forum, and this blog!

The third movement so far, is very energetic/chaotic. I call it my study in madness!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

wOOT!!!

I'm so excited, I finally got the rough draft for my English Comp 121 persuasive research paper completed! Now, to just let it sit for a day or two so I can approach the writing with a fresh mind and perspective. I've learned a lot from the research done on the topic! I think to celebrate, I might start work on the final movement of the piano quartet today. It's astounding to think that this work has taken almost two months to compose!

Monday, November 8, 2010

LOL

Despite taking a break to work on my paper, all I can think about is my piano quartet. I think I have a good idea how I want to do the last movement. I want to quote material from the other movements, to help overall cohesion, but I want to also showcase the conversational elements of the ensemble itself. I know this idea has been done before and is sort of cliche these days BUT I love the idea of it. I'm still debating the overall form - I have the ideas for the movement clearly in my head though... churning around, of course. I can't wait till I get this paper out of the way!!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Brief Break from Composition

Usually, I like to compose during the weekend. This weekend, however, I am working on a persuasive research paper for my English Composition 121 course. My topic: UFOs. I originally was going to develop an argument that faith based initiatives should not be funded by the federal government. In the course of my research on that topic, I discovered that the organizations who receive funding are not publicly disclosed. So, I approached my teacher and expressed my issues in carrying out the research. She asked what other topics I think I should do and I jokingly said UFOs. Of course, being the wonderful teacher she is, she said do it. And here I am!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Wonderful Day!

Had a wonderful day today. In my Understanding Music Class, my teacher played Name That Composer! Got to hear pieces by Haydn that I hadn't heard before (or in a long time!) I was quite impressed. Now I have to get to know more Haydn! I also heard 1 piece of Mozart's that I know I've heard before but completely forgot: one of his violin sonaten. Was interesting, it didn't sound Mozartean to me at all! Oh well, I guess that saying about learning something new everyday is true!!

A Weird Dream

So, I woke up 30 minutes ago to the weirdest dream. Mark and I were outside. It was a beautiful spring day. 5 - 6 rabbits appear on the grass to my right. Suddenly, before I could see them a Tiger comes out of nowhere. Mark and I head inside cause we're frightened - for obvious reasons. Once I lock the door, you can hear the tiger attack the rabbits. Some time passes, Mark and I go outside and we discuss the tiger - where it came from. Then this old lady with ultra-white hair points in a direction and said it lives that way. Then I commented that the fact it used our yard as it's hunting grounds meant that it's territory had expanded. What a weird dream!!!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Second Movement

Finally! I have a good start to a second movement. Took me about a week so far just to let one gestate!! My material for this is very simple. In keeping with the contrapuntal aspect of the work, I treat the material at first in a sort of fugal manner - but, I plan on departing from that for this movement (I really want the movement to stand out.) Will post details later.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Working...

I've been taking a bit of a break from composition while letting my mind stew on a few ideas for the second movement. The first movement is largely done now with the exception of the articulations and perhaps beefing up the piano part. I'm not sure what I want to do yet for the 2nd movement - generally, I find slow movements to be easy to write. This one, on the other hand, has proven to be anything but. Stay posted! I will probably do a lot of the composition on Wendesday!!

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Writers Block

I've been trying for the past two days to get a good start on the second movement of my Piano Quartet. All told, I have probably deleted about 70 - 100 bars of music - all because I don't like it. I haven't had writers block in a while and I hope this doesn't last!

Friday, October 29, 2010

Interesting Discussions

A lot of the young composers at Young Composers Music forum enjoy discussing their own views on the most influential composers of the past. Recently, one composer commented of Stravinsky that he wrote a few masterpieces and a whole lot of crap. I strongly disagreed with this. From my perspective, Stravinsky (along with Schoenberg, Ligeti, and perhaps Boulez/Stockhausen) was one of the most influential composers of the 20th century. From all three of his periods, he produced amazingly original masterpieces that even today composers and musicians pour over and study. From Petrushka to The Flood, his works exemplify a unique sense of personal voice through various aesthetics of musical composition - almost unparalleled in other composers. That he was able to do this and create works that have become endearing to many listeners, musicians, and composers alike is astounding! Certainly, the influence alone is enough to ensure Stravinsky a spot in the top 5 most influential composers of all time!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Ah.. classwork

I've been sitting in Neal Hall this evening waiting for my other half to get out of class (it's already 9:16 PM!!) My thoughts have largely been on my musical and where I want to go with it. I was originally planning on just going straight to eastern - but, I got to thinking. I'm 30 years old, in college again, so far maintaining a perfect 4.0 GPA, and my compositions are coming along nicely. Perhaps I should do as my teacher says, and look at other schools as well. I think tomorrow I will revisit that discussion with her and get her opinion on it. I could also consider University of Chicago. That institution is regularly rated as top notch. SO many choices - and with my GPA.. I'm sure I could get in it. Now to get that viola fixed!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Hmmm..

I just realized this morning after looking at my piece again, that I didn't include a link for my viewers here to view the draft of my work. Silly me. I'm doing a little bit of revising today on it. Changing the start of the recap - to make it less verbatim and more expansive on the fugal aspects of the first theme. I've got to do my homework at some point today - I have a quiz tomorrow for my math class. I also have a quiz in world civilization, lol. At any rate, I'll add my changes and post the link sometime this evening.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

FIRST DRAFT OF FIRST MOVEMENT COMPLETE!!!!!!

I'm so excited!!! I just completed the rough draft of my first movement of my Piano Quartet. Here are my notes from it:

The quartet uses three motives. The overall structure of this movement is a sonata-allegro, with brief coda. I figured I'd post this now to get comments before I show it to my teacher on Thursday. This is the work that I ended up losing 180 bars to a Finale crash! 

Structure:

Introduction:
Measures 1 - 14: Introduction: The introduction is quite tonal, I feel. I'm uncertain about it. It sounds like it fits - and it certainly introduces some of the material I use in the movement (albeit it in disguise.) 

Exposition: You'll notice that my exposition is rather short. I introduce both themes in what I consider to be a dramatic fashion. The first theme starts with a fugue like passage. The countersubjects here I really enjoy. 

Measures 15 - 32: Fugue. This is the first theme, presented in bars 15 - 16 of the viola. The countersubject immediately follows. I break with the fugal aspect of the idea around measure 26. 

Measures 33 - 82: This is the second theme. I wanted to go for something a lot more open for this idea - especially given the thickness of the fugal texture that preceded this. This theme, along with the first, will appear in the second and third movements - albeit it disguised. My manuscript of this section luckily had heavy notes. I'm probably only going to edit a few things here - as I'm quite happy with the overall quality of this section. A few things I will change, most likely, will be the addition of the articulations for the string trio. The third theme, which will appear prominently in the third and final movement, comes in at measure 43. I really like the theme itself. I might add a tad bit of harmony to the left hand in the piano - but, I'm not sure, I really like the nakedness of the motif.

Development:
Measures 83 - 148: The transitional passage at the end of the first theme is really the beginning of the development (starting at around measure 74.) For organizational reasons related to this thread, I decided to crop it up to 83 as the start of the development. In this section, I really go out there in terms of my usage of my three themes. Needless to say, I would call this part of the movement... pure madness (perhaps that gives you a little bit of how I felt today while writing this passage... :hmmm:). That said, I don't think I will expand this. I am unsure of the final 4 - 8 bars of the development section. I'm not sure my transition there was as strong as I'd like it. I might delete what I have there and rewrite it tomorrow. 

Recapitulation:
Measure 149 - 217: Recapitulation. This recap is a verbatim recap. I'm not too happy with the first part of it after the transition back to it. What I plan to do to correct this is to instead of starting back with the viola... instead start with the violin in the upper register. The articulations for this and the exposition aren't entered yet - as I want to go through this part with a fine tooth comb to correct any playability issues with the string parts - as well as maybe beef the piano part up just a bit.

Codetta:
Measures 217 - Ending: This codetta is short and most likely will be expanded. I'm thinking of expanding the last 4 bars which constitute the ending of the piece. I might make a return back to the introductory material - just to ensure a bit more of a sense of closeness. I'm very picky of my openings.. perhaps I should be especially picky this work of the ending of the movements as well.

So, the above illustrates in depth my thoughts on the movement. Now, I'd like your thoughts. This piece has so far taken me about 3 weeks to write - and given that Finale crashed on me Sunday and I was left with only the introduction to this movement, I had to rewrite a lot of this from my notes, manuscript, and brain - needless to say, I almost gave up on this. But I think I have an amazing start to this piano quartet. I'm hoping I get some good reviews so far.

Ahhhh

There is always something so relaxing about composing. I don't know if it's the fact that I've got my head stuck in a score or my thoughts are focused on the task of composing. It's a great way to relieve a lot of stress and tension in my life. I'm sure others probably have a different view on it. That's just my two cents though.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Reason to Save Work...

Worked a lot on my Piano Quartet today. Got to a wonderful 180 bars! Sadly though, I didn't save it and Finale crashed when I went to play it back. Devastating. Absolutely devastating. I was very proud of it - it was some of my best writing yet! Now, I just have to rewrite it.

Recommendation!!!

A friend of mine on Young Composers has a blog on Wordpress. I went to check it out, and must say, it is quite impressive. The blog features a a list of his works - some very nice works, indeed! I strongly recommend everyone check it out!!


Contemporary Classical Music

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Piano Quartet

So, I've decided to work on a piano quartet for a competition. I have a few good ideas - two motives - and a good start. I am thinking this will be a massive work - not fully got the overall structure down. The work so far makes extensive use of fugal textures, something that I am strongly drawn to. I will post when finished.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Schoolwork and Composition

Well, I am doing very well on my classes so far. Math 006: A. Understanding Music: A. Composition 121: A. World Civilization to 1660: A! If I can maintain this for just 1 more month, my cumulative will be 4.0!!! I will be ecstatic! For Spring Semester, I am planning on taking Music Composition class at Eastern Illinois University in preparation for my eventual full transfer to the institution. I can't wait! Compositionally, I bought several thick pads of composition paper! My goal is to try to wean myself off my addiction to Finale! My current project now is a full scale Piano Quartet. I won't post, of course, until it's finished.. BUT... I thought I'd advertise it's what I'm working on. I really wish readers would comment more. Does anyone even read this?

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Classes... Classes... Classes...

So, I'm doing good in my classes this semester. Have so far gotten a nearly perfect score in my Understanding Music course. Kind of upset that I missed 1 question on the exam today! I don't even think she went over it. Not sure though, I probably just overlooked it's significance WHATEVER the answer was. My World Civ to 1660 course is going good as well, I think I'll at least get a B out of it. Not sure though - I don't do well writing essays. We will see though!  A large part of the grade is the midterm and final exam.. so guess who will be studying extra hard! I have composed a few small pieces of late. Inspired by my listening to Baroque works! Imagine that... me, inspired by Baroque music. *cough*

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Busy.. Busy.. Busy

Meh, I haven't typed here in quite a while. It's been very hectic for me of late. College is going well. As I may have mentioned a little back, I got a 4.0 GPA for Summer Term and am going to try my best to match it for Fall Term. I have been composing short works here and there - nothing to substantial though, as school keeps me from devoting full time to it (which greatly saddens me!) I love my classes this semester. Understanding Music is by far my favorite. My teacher, Elaine Fine, is a wonderful teacher and I hope becomes a wonderful friend once class is over. She had a chance to view my work and said I have some talent!!! I was so ecstatic! Anywho, I will attempt to let everyone know how things go - If I don't post a new blog post soon... I'm sorry.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

String Quartet Finished!!!

I am very happy to announce that I have finished my very FIRST string quartet!!!!  It took me about a month to write and presented some very difficult obstacles.  The work was written for the Young Composers August Competition.  The object was to utilize the theme to the hymn 'A Mighty Fortress'.  I'm so happy to have it finished!!!  Link below!

String Quartet

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Inactivity

So, I've been extremely busy the past couple months with school and composition.  For summer term, I passed all my classes and achieved a 4.0 GPA!!!  I was so excited about it.  So, my goal for the remainder of the year is to maintain that 4.0 GPA.  I've completed a few new works while in school - nothing real substantial though.  As always, the links to these are below - if anyone cares to check them out.  Will try to keep this updated as much as possible.

String Quartet - for the young composers august competition

Substantial Colonization - a work for string orchestra

Rondo for String Trio - a short work for violin, viola, and violoncello

Crux Sancta - A work for A Capella Choir

Miniature Suite - A short series of works for various ensembles

Thursday, June 17, 2010

School

I apologize to all my readers for not being current with my blog posts.  I have been extremely busy with school.  Just this week alone, for instance, I have had a few papers due: an 1 page research paper for my Anthropology course and then a 5 paragraph essay for my comp 1 course.  I'm sooo inundated with work!!!!  I haven't had the time to compose much at all here lately - again school.  I am still working on a string quartet and hope to have more of it done this weekend - when I have more time to work on it. 

Sunday, May 16, 2010

New thoughts

So, as I gear up to start school again after 10 years... It's really making me look back at how far I've come as a composer in that time.   At 19, I was very naive on my views of music.  To me, at that time, music was something far different than it is now.  It was a means at which to relieve myself emotionally.  Today, it's a little more complex than that.  I view music now as a language.  One that can transcend cultural and social boundaries and express ideas and thoughts in ways that words for me can not.  Yes, it still helps relieve my emotions - but it serves far more than that now.  At 19, I didn't want to listen to criticism.  I felt that I had learned everything there was to learn about music.  From the shaping of melody to the fine intricacies of harmony.  That's most likely why I got so discouraged in my time at the University of Indianapolis.  I wanted to just 'do' it instead of take the time to learn from those who 'did' it.  That was a mistake, in my opinion, but not one that I would ever take back.  I've learned a lot in the last 10 years.  My music today is a clear representation of that.  It is an extension of me in every aspect now.  I'm so glad to be going back to school and I look forward to all the connections and opportunities it will bring me.

Friday, May 14, 2010

New Orchestral Work

After spending some time experimenting with various technique in my piano and chamber works, I decided to devote some time to orchestral writing again.  My newest orchestral work is finished.  The work is what I am calling a musical thought.  That title of the piece is called Echo: Rise and Fall.  The thought behind it is the rise and fall of empires and human civilization. The work lasts about 5 - 6 minutes.  It is the first in what I hope will be a suite.  Enjoy!

Rise and Fall

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Rearing up for school...

School starts for me June 7! I'm so excited!!!!  To sort of get myself into the mode, I've been doing a lot of composing of late - since my time will obviously be less free to devote to composition as much as I have this past fall, winter, and spring.  I've completed a few more works: a choral sequenza, a violin sonata, and (of course) more piano works.  I apologize for not writing much on here!  I promise to get back in the swing of things.

Friday, April 30, 2010

Meditations I

After composing the second movement of my Piano Trio no. 3, I came to a personalized style of my serial style.  The result of the second movement, is a more personal and intimate usage.  Contemplative in nature and moved by my own personal whim.  I started a new piano work this evening and finished it.  I composed the work originally with the time signature of 37/1 and then switched to 2/4 - which is what I wanted the pieces tempo to be.  The result is quite an interesting work. Tell me what you think!


Meditations I

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Piano Trio no. 3

So, in keeping with my focus to enter the Barlow Competition this year, I have started work on my 3rd Piano Trio.  This trio is a bit of a departure from my previous work in the genre.  The first piano trio was firmly rooted in tonality, the second trio was firmly rooted in serialism, this trio takes both and runs with it.  The material and inspiration comes from the events that have occurred to me in the past month.  Namely, the passing of my father.  The first and second movements are finished and can be found on the young composers music forum (links provided below). Leave comments please!

Piano Trio no. 3

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Resuming Work

My father's memorial service went very well.  I arrived back in Illinois late last night and am GLAD to be back home!  I registered for courses during my trip and look forward to resuming school in June.  Also, I've started my third piano trio today.  I don't have much of it finished BUT am excited to start composing again (I was unable to compose a lick the last two weeks!)

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

From Indianapolis

I haven't written anything in a week!  I am soooo sorry.  It's been a very hectic time the past week.  My father passed away and I've been in Indianapolis since.  Sadly, I haven't been able to compose - since my laptop is still in the shop AND I don't have a replacement.  Instead, I purchased a new desktop - which, of course, it is in Illinois.  Some news since:  my father's service is pending, i've met my nephew finally, i've gotten to know my step-mother and her family, AND I've come to realize I miss Indianapolis.  Whether that will equate to me moving back to my hometown - I don't know.  I enjoy the country, it's peaceful.  There's not a lot of people around.  I can compose to my hearts content.  Besides, I start school in June and will register for classes this next Monday.  So, I'm tied down there.  I suppose, if anything, this will mean lots of trips back to Indy to visit all my family - something I will from now on make a regular thing to do!

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Death

Today, I received the news that no one my age wishes or wants to hear.  My father, aged 50, died this morning in his workshop.  At first, and even still, the shock is full on - coupled with tears.  I never really got to know him.  He and my mother separated in 1986, when I was only 6 years old.  The animosity she had towards him was always something that kept my brother and I from having a fruitful relationship with him.  I wouldn't see him again till I was 16. My birthday.  He came over and gave me a birthday present: an acoustic guitar.  My mother never nurtured my music in that manner - she would never come to any of my concerts.  But yet, this man who I shared blood with - the very man, my mother called a jackass daily - acknowledged my musical talent.  I wouldn't see him again till 2003 - 2004, when he had a severe seizure that ended him up in the hospital.  I was naive then.  I wanted the relationship with my father - but was afraid to actually get that relationship.  Today, after receiving the news this morning, I regret my naivete.  I know, dad, that you are in a better place now.  Where you won't have to deal with the pangs of existence.  I will miss you.  I wish I had had the chance to share the joys the future holds for me.  I wish I had the chance to share the fruits of my work with you.  I wish I had the chance to get to know you.  To learn from the lessons you saw in life and to relish every moment of life - right to your old age.  I love you, Dad.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

End of Writers Block!!!

So, for the past week and a half, I have had a horrible writers block.  Largely due to not placing in any of the competitions I've entered and not being selected for any of the submission opportunities.  The writers block ended last night!  I've started work on a suite for piano, entitled Moments, I hope it goes well.  I'll post the finished product here!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Barlow Prize

Despite having the flu the past few days, I've started work on the second of a set of three piano trios I hope to finish this year.  The best of the 3, I plan to submit to the Barlow Prize this year.  The prize calls for a work for Piano Trio that displays the highest standards of artistry.  We'll see what I can do!

Monday, March 29, 2010

Early Piano Trio

So, I was going over some of my older works and came across this piece I wrote about 2 years ago.  This was my first piano trio.  At the time, I was very much into romantic classicism - and I think that that comes through in this work.  This was a very personal work to me at the time as well.  Hope you guys enjoy!

Piano Trio no. 1

Project for Performance!!!

I was talking to my lone composition student who happens to conduct a choir in his native Phillipines. I resume teaching him this week AND on top of that, I am now working on an Ave Maria for his choir.  The text is translated to his native Pangasinan dialect.  It's a nice project AND one that will get performed!!!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Placement Test

So, today I have my placement test for Lakeland.  I am sooo nervous.  I've been working on the study guide and practice test for it all week.  I got the english portion pretty much down AND I have the arithmetic and basic algebra parts down as well.  The only one that is giving me problems is college algebra.  I don't think I've used trig or any of the other maths at that level in the past 10 years.  Pretty psyched for it.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Set of 6 preludes

So, I had some problems the beginning of last week involving my laptop - had to purchase a brand new computer to use.  In the interim, I have been working on a set of 6 preludes for piano.  The purpose of these is to compose works utilizing ridiculously small restrictions.  The first is a prelude using only one note.  The second uses only 2, third uses only 3, fourth uses only 4, and so on.  The inspiration for this is Ligeti's Musica Ricercata.
Let me know what you think so far!

Prelude a 1
Prelude a 2
Prelude a 3 e 4

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Going Back to School

So, after a decade of not being in classes - I have made the decision to go back to school!  I will start my classes 1/2 time this summer via Lakeland Community College here in Mattoon.  I plan to do 2 years for an Associates in Liberal Arts and then transfer to EIU to finish the degree out - or perhaps switch to a degree more suited to me. 

Sunday, March 14, 2010

New Miniature!!

I composed this last week.  It has gotten some nice reviews!!  Tell me what you think!

http://forum.youngcomposers.com/t23879/miniature/

Laptop probs

So, I have a sony vaio that I use to do ALL my work.  Well, it won't turn on at all - no led lights in front, nothing.  So, now I am out of commission for a few days till I get the darn thing fixed.  I'm just sooo done with it!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

New projects... hmmm

So, I'm trying to figure what to compose next.  I spent the last day and a half breaking from composition - but I feel like I am completely wasting time.  I know I should be working and composing more, but the piano trio really took a lot out of me to compose.  I haven't had a piece effect me so much in quite a while. 

Monday, March 8, 2010

Piano Trio no. 2 is DONE!!!!!

Finally!  After three hectic day's of composition - and nearly driving my self crazy staring at the notation program - I finally have the entire Piano Trio finished.  I'm very proud of this work overall - my first large scale serial work!  Enjoy!!


Piano Trio no. 2

Piano Trio Nearly Complete

I've been working like crazy the past 3 days on this Piano Trio.  The First and Second movements are complete.  I feel, however, that the 3rd movement will be the crowning gem of this work.  The first two movements were mere warm ups to what I've done in the 3rd movement.  I don't know, this piece (much like my last trio) resonates deeply with me.  The emotive qualities are everywhere through out it.  In the final movement, which I have now 160 measures of, I even put my name in nomenclature - designing a row for it.  The personal nature of the three instruments assists in making this work personal to me in many ways.  I'll post the finished work here on the blog as well on young composers.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Piano Trio no. 2

Well, I've started work on a 3 movement piano trio that is my first major serial work. I've completed two movements and am currently working on the third and final movement. The piece utilizes 2 rows (and their various permutations.) Despite being serialistic music, I actually rather enjoy what I've created so far - it has a unique, ethereal quality to it. Enjoy the first two movements!

Piano Trio no. 2

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Nervousness while waiting

So, I sent out two works to really BIG competitions and now I'm nervous like never before. Will I win anything? Place anywhere? Will my work get chosen??? I hope so.. but you never know what will happen.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

New Direction!

So, after spending three days getting asked over and over and over again to write something using serialism... I finally caved in. Tonight, I composed a short work that was 100% serial. The work is posted on my online forum (Young Composers). I actually enjoy the work - and despite being built completely from serial technique - it's quite listenable and accessible. Have a listen!

Starlight and Solitude

Monday, March 1, 2010

Finally finished and submitted

So today I completed my work for the submission to the Cabrillo festival. I expect there to be quite a deal of revision IF I am selected to participate - which I really, really, REALLY want to participate! The work is quite unlike any of my previous orchestral works and I think really shows a nice amount of growth in my own personal style and sound. I posted the work for peer review on Young Composers. If any of my readers, whoever you are, wish to hear it click the link below! Enjoy!

The Western Gates

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Cabrillo Festival

So, I decided to complete my submission for the cabrillo festival this year BUT... came to a screeching halt when I attempted to reorchestrate one of my many works for orchestra. The piece that I tried (the third movement from my Symphony) sounded horrid every attempt I made to reorchestrate it. So, the solution is to spend all night composing a new work for the festival. My start isn't bad actually - I'm about 100 measures in so far. I kind of like the idea! Hope it goes well! I post a new blog post once I get the piece submitted.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Morton Gould

Tonight I prepared my submission materials for the Morton Gould. I feel good about it this year - sending one of my best string quartet works! I'll keep you all updated!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Rondo for violin, viola, and timpani

My forum hosts monthly competitions for its members. The February competition called for a work for violin, viola, and a percussion instrument. This was my entry for it - however, since the competition needed judges... I switched from being a competitor to being a judge. So - now I have this stand alone work. Now, I present my Rondo for Violin, Viola, and Timpani. Tell me what you think!

Rondo

Sunday, February 21, 2010

New Project

So, I decided to enter the Cabrillo Festival this year. It's headed up by Marin Alsop - a conductor that I've held as a role model to some degree since I first saw her conduct the Indianapolis Symphony Orchestra a few years ago. The piece I'm composed is a special project just for the festival. My inspiration for this work comes from visiting local cemeteries here in Illinois: Campground Cemetery (Coles County), Wright Cemetery (Shelby County), and Greenhill Cemetery (Moultrie County). The history in the region dates back to about the 1820s, when the settlers first settled the counties listed above. Some of the grave markers are from that very early part of the local history - and is fascinating to me as a composer. So, what I've done.. is the first section is a look at Campground Cemetery. This cemetery used to be a meeting place for the religious circuit preachers and pastors of the early to mid 19th century. So, I researched and found a very old version of Amazing Grace that dates to that period and set it in a fugato. The counterpoint and harmonization are all mine... but the theme itself is the original theme - and yes, it is public domain (I did include that I used it in my program notes). I'm very eager and hope this gets selected for the Cabrillo.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Trying something different.

So, at the behest of another composer on a forum I am a member of, I worked on a miniature for solo flute. I rather enjoyed the little exercise. It's an interesting work. For any and all interested, feel free to listen. And if you like it or can't stand it... leave a comment. You can access the sound file by clicking the link underlined on the page.

Miniature for solo flute

Dream

I had an amazing thought today! I was walking to the back of the house - which has this huge backroom that used to be the garage. Well, I thought... hmmm.. why not use it to give performances and recitals of my works! Would take some decorating BUT it might be worth it to actually invest the time to do it. Just now, I have to get the energy up to do it.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Writer's Block

So, I sat down today to start work on my submission for the Cabrillo Festival this year. Well, I had a good work started and was in a good 50 bars... then I opened up Young Composers and read the dialog on the shoutbox - about how one of the composers there should 'embrace' the modernity and utilize more modern techniques in his music AND forget totally about all of the traditional 'blah' that came before. Since my music is very traditional in some aspects... well, a lot of aspects... it got me down. SO.. now I have writers block. I just don't know whether I should abandon my grasp on tradition or maintain it boldly. I just don't care for much modern sounds. They grate on my ears and don't sound overly musical at all to me. Sometimes I wonder why I should even bother...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Follow Me!

Ok, I see that I am getting a lot of people viewing my blog here. Who are you? Where you from? Do you like my music? What are your names? Tell me about yourselves! That's not a hard thing to ask for - trust me, I don't bite! I'd love to meet the people who read my many hours of ramblings.

New Composers Online

I am currently assisting a friend of mine in a venture that he has undertaken to help bring a more stable income to composers. The idea's are still in development currently BUT the initial start is now online and active: New Composers Online! If any of my readers are interested and would like to assist in the start up for the site, please check out the forum and sign up as a registered user. The more the merrier.

The website is: http://newcomposersonline.com

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

New Piano Work

Well, my break didn't last long - SOOO, now, I get to break for two days while I travel to St. Louis - a sort of mini vacation. I did get some composition done and composed a very intense Piano work. I must say, this was sort of a treat for me - this piece. I got to get some good emotions out during it. Feel free to give it a listen.

Adagietto

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Taking a break (for the most part)

I felt extremely tired this morning when waking up. My sinuses were inflamed, my legs hurt, and I had a nice healthy headache - so, I decided to lay off working on music today (for the most part). Sometimes, I will work till my eyes droop down and I fall asleep at the keyboard. Other times, I'll wake up and first thing I do is come on to check my scores and add notes and bars and passages - I work WAY too much. Usually, that doesn't bother me - besides the obvious worry about writing things noone else hears but myself. I do have performance opportunities - but most of those are months down the road. At times, I wish a kind benefactor would read this blog or my twitter or my facebook or my forum posts and show sympathy on me and offer to perform a work of mine... that would make me estatic beyond measure.

Piano Concertante no. 2

The newest project finished is another Piano Concertante. I originally envisioned this as a concerto - but, I don't know. The ideas were good but well - perhaps I'm moving in a different direction than I originally intended as a composer. Instead, this has turned into another 1 movement concertante. The work is a little rough around the edges but all in all I'm happy with how it turned out. I've posted a link for any and all who would like to listen.

Forum Posting of Concertante!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Busy times... stylistic changes

I am very busy working on a large scale piano concerto. The work is so far extremely different than my last work in this genre - composed last fall. The work is rather serious in nature and the harmony and thematic material used are put to extensive development and use. The piece feels rather mature for my current style even - which makes it well suited for its intent.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Busy Times

It's been a good week now since my last post. It's been a very BUSY time. I received the recording from the pianist and was NOT enthused by it. So, I have 1 week left now to find a good quality pianist to record one of my pieces - so much is riding on it :(

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Works submitted and current projects

I submitted yet another series of works on Friday - the third this month. I also have a few more projects on the table as well as a few projects that are geared at getting me capital on a regular/steady basis to help finance my composition time. First, I am currently assessing the possibility of utilizing skype as well as other online features in giving lessons in composition to beginning composers. With skype as well as other features one can give lessons to students hundreds and thousands of miles away. My other planned project is an online group of musicians, via youtube, to collaborate and premiere works online - via youtube. I'm still examining the potential of the online universe on my physical career and as I see it, there really is no other way to break through without it. I have it set in my planner to come up with a thorough plan for these two ventures this week - my personal deadline is next week. I've already got a few youtube musicians on board and shouldn't have any problems getting more... so STAY TUNED! In other news, I am now collaborating with an east coast DJ. We are working on a few songs together and if things go well I will be receiving 50% of royalties from those songs - which is great news. The schedule of work, however, is 3 days a week and we spend a good 5 - 8 hours on those days working on the tracks... so it's not light work...lol! This month, I have a few more submissions for opportunities to submit to: mata festival, morton gould, and a shakuhatchi performance. So much to do... so little time to do it.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Overcoming Obstacles

Life has been a bit difficult for me the past week or so. Situations around me are changing - but surprisingly one thing has remained that I am devotedly working on: my music. The brass preludes are being added to - rather slowly BUT the work and results are good. I am now composing feverishly from the moment I awake till the moment I'm ready for bed - so much music to compose. My output has slowed as I work meticulously over each and every bar - making sure each note is perfect within my ideal of the piece itself. My eyes, despite the change in living situation, is still focused on my hopeful career as a composer. My good news is that I am now collaborating with a DJ from the east coast - assisting him in composing his tracks. The results of this venture would be immense for my career and would *hopefully* provide me the capital necessary to continue to compose full time. On the classical front, I am sending off the Preludes this Friday! This will meet the deadline for the opportunity in which they were composed. My favorite of the set of 6 is the fifth. This work is quite personal in sound and touch as it utilizes, I think, the brass quite well. I'll post a link to the works once the full set is finished.

Friday, January 22, 2010

New Submissions ready

I now have 1 string quartet work and a series of Brass Preludes ready to submit to two separate opportunities now! Also, I have incredible news but I don't yet want to make it public till its the right time! Just stay tuned!!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Ideas and new submissions.

I sent off two works this week to two separate opportunities and I finally have a pianist to record one of my works!! I was so excited to receive that news - I admit, I almost cried. Hopefully now, I can get that submission ready and sent in by the February 16th deadline. Going to be cutting it close though! In the interim, I've started work on a new string quartet. I started the piece this evening around 3pm and have been working on it ever since (it's 4am now...lol). I must say this piece is shaping up to be a very good composition. I'm in now about 100 or so measures and am no where near completion. My idea is to have my new chamber ensemble premiere this work at our first concert. I have many other pieces ready for that date.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Another piece submitted.

Ah. Such productivity! I finished yet another work for a performance opportunity yesterday and finalized it and sent it this evening. So far now, I have sent out about 3 - 4 works. I have plenty more to send out.
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On other news, I have decided to start a chamber ensemble! I'm busy working on the plan and am about to begin networking within the Mattoon/Charleston, Illinois area in the search of musicians. My goal is to start with about 2 - 3 performances a year. First concert HOPEFULLY around May or June. First things first though: if any musicians from the Mattoon/Charleston area would like to become a part of this ensemble please leave me a comment here! I'm very eager to see what this area has to offer as far as music goes.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Working on deadlines...

So, I am busily composing a piece that has to be ready by the 31st of this month. It's at times like these that I wish I could survive solely off of my music. Receive compensation for all this time I put into my craft. I compose almost 16 hours a day - only to break for food, restroom, and sleep. My partner, at times, has to pry me away from my work to hang out with friends or go out to eat/watch a movie/shop. On my online forum, I am a reviewer - so I break at times to review works by other composers. I have top profile views on the forum itself and two of my works are in the top 5 on the site's music storage network (12 short pieces for piano is #1 in views and my Symphony no 1 is #5 in views). All this attention I receive on the site makes me wonder, does anybody really care about my music besides myself? Obviously, I have a silent fan base on the forum BUT who are they? Do they read my blog? Do they anxiously await a new work by me? I would give the world to know who loves my music and who frowns upon it. As I get this work composed at breakneck speed for what I hope will be a performance this year... I must know, does anybody really care?

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Need Pianist Urgently!

As many of you know, I am at the beginning stages of my career. At this stage, it is essential that I submit my work for consideration for commissions, competitions, etc. One of the opportunities that I have work ready for submission to has required a live recording. This requires me to post this call for service.

As this opportunity is of substantial benefit to me at this stage in my career, it is important that the recording be top notch! What I would like from interested performers is a 1 minute mp3 sample of their playing. Either there work or one of my compositions. My piano work for interested parties can be found here on the forum at the link below. Some of the score files are experiencing random errors SO if you are unable to find the score on the network here please shared link for my box.net account. I am able to compensate those who assist me in making this recording of my work. I will be researching professional rates and will adjust accordingly. I am also open to any offers - granted they are reasonable and within my budget.

Deadline to submit the Mp3 samples to me was set for Jan 15... but I haven't received as many as I'd like SO... I'm posting this here on my blog. I don't know who all reads this - if anybody... but PLEASE if someone can assist.

Twelve Short Pieces

Twelve Short Pieces - External Location

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Bridal Processionals Completed!!

I am so excited!! Tonight I finished the third and final processional. Now I have a complete set of 3 processionals for my friend to chose from!!! If anyone is interested in listening to these pieces or ANY of my current works, here is the link:

http://www.youngcomposers.com/pg/Music/jawoodruff

Just click music above where it say's my name! Let me know if you like any!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Bridal Processionals

So, I was asked by a friend to compose a series of Bridal Processionals for him to choose from as a gift for the woman he loves. I've composed two and am greatly becoming endeared to the idea of making the piece a regular form that I add works too - this is largely due to the fact that for processional music... there is little to chose from. My goal for him was to compose 3 processionals and then 3 dances to accompany them. The insrumentation for these works is Flute, Oboe, Violin, Viola, and Violoncello. This instrumentation provides an ample amount of color to accentuate the works and provide a nice 'aural' interest. As usual, I will post the 3 processionals and 3 dances here.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Busy Working

I have had a rough past few days. A few of my peers on YC gave me some rather negative reviews of my symphony. I've never been one to take criticism well - especially when it comes to work that I've poured over meticulously. I know it should be something I take in stride - but... lol! Aside from that, I've still been chugging a long working. I have been working on quite a few small works. Completed a short essay for piano, a miniature piece for string quartet, and am now working on 3 bridal processionals on a request from a friend. The bridal processionals are going to be three processionals meant to accompany the brides walk down the aisle. I decided to do away with the traditional bombastic march, alla Mendellsohn and Wagner, and replace it with a more delicate and poignant walk. I'm very pleased with the first of these - and may expand the idea behind this specific 'genre' and add to it. I researched the repertoire available for it and found there's not many pieces at all for this special moment. I'll post links to the finished opus once all three processionals are finished.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

A student!

I was talking to a friend in the Philippines the other day. He is a very charitable person - he has set up a program to assist the local youths in his village. The program provides musical instruction and vocal training to impoverished youths. He uses the opportunity to create music to be performed by the choir. Well, he has been struggling with some of the intricacies of music composition. Halfway through the conversation he asked humbly if I could take him under my wing and teach him! I accepted. So the result is now that I have my first student!!! Given the fact that he does charity to the youths there I've decided to give him the lessons free of charge. Hopefully it will give me the experience teaching and I can acquire more students.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Awaiting musicians

Well, I posted my ad on my online forum for pianists. So far I have a grand total of 1 reply... lol! I know I shouldn't expect much BUT I really, really, REALLY want this opportunity - so I'm eager to start recording. I might be able to do a competition on the site - but then I'd have to do an award LOL.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Administration

Today, I am preparing my scores for submission. Hopefully, and I'm PRAYING, this will go good and a commission or two will come from all the hard work I have put into my craft. It'd be nice if this country had a safety net to enable its artists and composers to work on their craft without concern of making ends meet - if it did, I probably would've been somewhere by now.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Next Project

Finally, I completed my symphony. I still have to polish up the finale in parts - but overall, I'm very proud of the results. I feel the infusion of serial rows as melody worked greatly! This new technique will prove useful, I feel, in future works of mine. This week I have to send off my submissions for two of the projects I have on the table. As the third movement of the symphony was the most well liked by those who reviewed the piece I have decided to submit that as one of my opportunities. Sooo, this week will be busy for me. My next project, still in the works planning wise, may be a full string quartet. I've been listening to those by other composers and am really eager to write a full scale string quartet as opposed to the single movement works of my past. Will see though, I may just write some more piano work.

Friday, January 1, 2010

First Symphony completed!

I have finished my first symphony. The fourth movement is absolutely amazing in my opinion - perhaps the best music I have written to date. I feel the ending may need revised just a tad but overall I feel the movement is the best of the 4. I've posted the entire work on a composers forum that I am a member on. The site is still in beta testing BUT the work is viewable and listenable. I have it split into two separate threads on the forum. The first can be accessed here: Symphony no. 1 opus 2. And the second can be accessed here: IV. Largo. If anyone is reading and would like to listen please tell me what you think by leaving me a comment OR if you like my music please follow me here on my blog!